I'm not really doing this Blog for the sake of others; I'm doing it for myself. I am sitting here at my computer, having been crying most of the morning. In 2007 I married a wonderful woman. While the first years were great the last 6-7 have been trying and the last 8 months have been the worst of my life. At the time I was feeling stagnant, a feeling I did not like. I felt like I wanted to improve the family by eating healthier and treating our children with more compassion. I thought that this would spur a lot of growth and that we would become one of those families that people looked up to and admired. Then 8 months ago I made the decision to ask for a separation. I was angry that my wife didn't want to make the changes that I did and that it must mean she didn't love me very much. Never did I try and understand her more, how she thought and felt things. I quickly hopped back into the dating scene, trying to find the one that would improve with me. I met a girl who ...